New Year Eve

2010重大事件:
1.考了车牌，拿了驾照
2.拥有自己专属的手提电脑
3.懵懵懂懂的进了The One Academy
4.遇见了改变我人生观的TouTou和Pipi
5.有了第一部车
6.考了IELTS

嗯，
就这样吧
告别了2010
告别了19岁的我
去迎接新的一年 2011

希望明年也可以一帆风顺的渡过
最重要的是
每个人可以快快乐乐
健健康康
还有 我的成绩能渐渐日上

好久没用成语了
哈哈
加油吧 各位~

The backup plan.

Okay..
Here is what I think..
I couldn't just run away from realistic world..
I'll just see what makes me keep going on..
For what I had dreamed for..
So I finally made some backup plan..

Applying
RMIT University, Melbourne
Curtin University of Technology, Perth
Queensland University of Technology, Brisbane [On going]

AUT haven't reply me, and I think my mom doesn't recommended me to go for NZ..
Thus after having a prudent consideration..
Curtin is my main option now...

Wish me good luck =]

雨天

心情很乱
整个人都很沮丧
当昨天大概知道英文成绩时
我恨透了自己
不只因为作文达不到6
而是平均在6
[虽然成绩还没到手，是打听过来的，但我不想相信]

当妈妈打听到这是她所谓的好消息时
我当时想哭了
也真的哭出来了

天啊 我怎么这么差劲啊
我真的有那么差吗
而我在她眼中就是那么差吗

我不准自己那么悲观 我说

晚上
她找了哥skype
那时她一年到头来最想做的事
平时只爱抱怨 只爱唠叨 只爱计较的她
当看到哥时 就会露出笑容 还有大家罕见的关心

所以我们都知道
只要她不开心
就让她上网和哥聊天

说回来昨晚
她又不是不知道我伤心得要死了
我不想再提考试的事了
却偏偏拿针来刺我的心
我投降了
平时都以百毒不清的态度安然度过每一天
可那晚不行了
眼泪 像阵雨一样不停的流下来

忍不住 关了电脑
我冲了上楼 进了房间 锁上门
到我宝贝的床上

那晚的雨下得意外的大 淹湿了我的枕头

原来 最近的下雨天 就是在暗示我吗

就在我以为可以痛痛快快的大哭一场时
我听到了敲门的声音
是爸爸 他让我开门
我带着哽咽的声音拒绝他
我真的不想让他看到我这个样子

爸爸的语气带着担心
而我 心软了 开了门
我真的没想到在我最难过的时候会有人来安慰我
因为过去的这十几年我都是一个人这样过得啊
谢谢你爸爸
让我有勇气面对一切
我一定会站起来的
谁叫我是张明尤
不会这样被打败的

我真的不想要让爸爸伤心 难过
更不想让爸爸失望

即使爸爸说他一定不会有很大的成就
因为他的背后没有女人支持
那我要把这句换成 女儿
我一定会一定会永远支持他
就算他打算提早退休也好
无所谓

因为他是我最敬爱的爸爸

Merry Christmas.

Today is Christmas's Eve..
My favorite festival among the year..
Why? Because it gives me a magical and joyful feeling..
Haha..
I'm a fantasy dreamer..

So here is what I do today..
My mom made a manicure appointment for me..
It's free.. [Since my parents are member of bla bla and bla.. so this is an offer]
My mom said that she need to do the housework..
So it would be wise for her not to do the manicure because it will be useless..
And that makes me the one who did accept the offer..

' It doesn't mean that I am not doing the housework..
Just lesser than my mom.. LOL
Wondering how long this nail polish will survive at my finger..
Since I am not a careful person.. hehe '





It is a winter flower looks..
Quite elegant..
Haha.. suitable for this season right?

Learn something from the manicurist..
Curi learn nia when she applying those nail polish at my finger nails..
XP It is a piece of art and I am totally falling into it..

Looking forward to next time my self design artwork for finger nails..

Anyway..
Ho Ho Ho... Merry Christmas~

Working..

First time went to my dad's office..
It's full of new furnishing 'scents'
And I am not going to visit..
I am going to 'work'..

Actually,
You could call this helping instead of working..
Since I am not taking any salaries from company..
Just giving them a hand because my dad asked for it..
I am excited =]

Joining those employers and employees busying was quite a thing..
Really felt bad for them..
I can see them hardly have time to sit down and have a cup of coffee..
Telephone was non-stop ringing all day!

Gosh.. the job that I asked to do is to re-arrange things that they packed in Shah Alam before they moved to Nilai..
Their 'stuff' was quite a lot @@

I was almost 'half alive' after finishing the job..
Sigh..
Now that I know doing the job what you really like is really important..
I will never ever give up for what I like..